Christian Atheist...

I haven't read Craig's book Christian Atheist. It's on my list. I TOTALLY get what Craig is trying to say thrhough th book, though, becuase I can totally relate to the title of the book. I realize more everyday that my actions actually reveal that I don't believe in God the way I SAY I do. You heard me. Of course, I am a preacher, I tell people to believe what Jesus said in Matthew 19:26: " Nothing is impossible for God." And I would tell you I totally believe that; but my prayers prove otherwise. My actions prove otherwise. My emotions often prove otherwise. My giving proves else wise. My worrying proves otherwise. It's just my confession: There are many days I live like a Christian atheist. I don't LIVE like I believe in the God that can do ANYTHING: In, Through, and Around me! So my prayer today? "Jesus, help me REALLY take YOU at Your Word: to REALLY wrestle with the fact that YOU can do anything! Help me LIVE like I believe in YOU! the YOU than can do ANYTHING!  Help me believe that NOTHING is impossible for YOU! Help me pray bigger prayers, dream bigger dreams, and LIVE as if "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU!" Will you join me in this prayer today?